I did not have time to finish editing this before posting. I will try to go back within the next moon cycle and do so (so forgive the horrible grammar, typos spelling and structure errors) nor did I have time to drop links, definitions, bibliography or whatever you call it when you provide information on sources what not for authentication sources, details on how to perform certain rituals, spells etc. Also I may have improperly used the word egregore instead of servitor several times. I corrected this a few times for as much editing as I achieved. Obviously this error exposes the fact that I did not do diligence in research BEFORE beginning this project and my knowledge of egregore creation only came from occult works I read in my early days of learning over 15 years ago. As usual I created my own rituals and wrote my own spells. This might have been foolish on my part. I will try to go back and make those corrections when I can and if the app allows. I made a promise to have this posted by the new moon. That's tonight and I'm out of time. Date Feb 23rd 2020 Sunday New Moon.
Before I begin to publish this essay, let me begin by mentioning that I am aware many will find it odd that that my first formal publication in the occult is of an exercise that may be considered as a failure. First off, I would not consider if to be so as everything seemed to have turned out the way it was meant to in the end. Are there on going consequences from these actions? Possibly and more time will tell. Was it worth it? Only time will tell. But to answer the former question of why this is my first post outside of what I've been working on in my book, that reason is because I promised him I would and I never break a deal. So without further ado I present to you!
Vougah Chimera
Color: Green
Day : Saturday
Planets: Jupiter, Venus , Pluto
Zodiac : Aquarius
Numbers : 7, 2, 9
Mother: Lilith AZ Babylon
Associated with Clauneck, Set, Typhon, Baal
Herbs: Thyme and Nutmeg and Calmus.
He is the patron of lost, abandoned and discarded children. The destroyer of abusers and feasts upon those who break their promises and pacts and those who do not pay back their debts. However your intent will be tested and you may pay a bigger price than what you're owed if summoned for petty reasons. Make sure the debt you are owed is worth the price. He has compassion for those who have been abused or orphaned and will aid thee well. He was born from magic in the whom of AZ Lilith Babylon and the seed that spillith in the temple, driven and abused to be a monster, but through ritual processes has transmuted to become a God and returned under the legions of the demon mother and her children. For this reason he can aid the magician with transmutation and transformation to the Infernal devine. Call upon him only with reverence and respect and he will treat you well. Attempt to compel him and he shall be wrathful.
This is the story of his creation and transcendence. For is man not a God? Are we not the microcosm to the macrocosm? "I think, therefore you are!"
For reference the date that I begin Journaling these events is Feb 3rd 2020. It is a Monday during the waxing moon. The work began on a Tuesday ( ruled by Mars at the end of the last waning moon.) It started off as an attempt to collect a debt from a client who has owed an unpaid balance of $100 since October.
With the intention of using a simple and traditional Green Devil Hoodoo candle spell and choosing to begin my preliminary work by evoking Clauneck* (as I do every Tuesday just before sunset) and ask for his favor and assistance in collecting this debt while also using the influence of Mars to gain dominance over the debtor, writing her name in bat's blood ink 9 times upon virgin parchment consecrated in controlling oil and crossed with the words pay what you owe 9 times as well.
Weds. Mercury. Waning.
Meditated upon the goal and performed self purification rituals. I also researched occult supplies but decided that ordering a Green Devil candle online would not arrive in time and I would see what our megar local shop had to offer, which unfortunately was not much.
Thursday. Jupiter. Wanning.
Having no Green Devils in store I decided instead to purchase a green candle in the shape of a male figure, generally used to produce wealth and prosperity. Upon returning home I decided to veer off from the traditional spell and began rituals to create a servitor in the Visage and with the purpose of the traditional Green Devil, calling upon my patrons Lucifer and AZ Lilith Babylon and carving the face of a devil along with a trident and flames onto the candle and also a sigil upon his chest to be his mark with the knife of the art. I anointed him with a mixture of controlling oil and commanding powder as well and placed him upon the parchment which was writ the debtors name.
Friday. Venus. New Moon.
I performed the assumption of the God form Set.. "for he is the bull in the temple who's seed falleth to the temple floor and beget new life". (servitors) I performed opening ceremonies, invoked Lucifer and as per usual on the new moon and summoned my goddess AZ LILITH BABYLON the mother of demons and like Samiel and Lilith in Nod had Astral intercorse with her. For in her whom the creation of this new life would incubate until his birth and with the spilt seed of our passion poured it upon the temple floor and placed the makeshift Green Devil candle within it to grow. "by my seed I give thee life! Grow inside the whom of the Whore of Babylon and in 24 hours time be born!"
Before continuing it is important to note that all of the preliminary work was already having an effect in the material world. Occasionally checking the debtors Facebook posts I saw that she sustained a back injury and was taking large amounts of painkillers to deal with it. I felt that things were going in a good direction.
Saturday. Saturn. Beginning of the waxing moon.
Opening ritual varient: Emptied the wine offerings for Babylon and Lucifer at sacred tree and stone. Burned tobacco offerings to the spirits of Earth and Sky and meditated on intentions. Poured new wine offerings for my patrons. Purified temple and objects including the new candle with blessed water and salt and placed candle upon the parchment containing the debtors name which in turn was upon the sigil of Clauneck which in turn was on the seal of Lucifer (Grimorium Verum) that is drawn upon a square marble tile, which was still placed within my evocation triangle. (Note: this layout I've recently realized resembles the alchemical symbol for the Philosopher's Stone)
In my set up the first two bottom sigils are placed at the upper right and left corners of my marble square and the bottom sigil placed center square with the circle seal in the center
I Began binaural meditation music of Mantra to Lucifer and lit the sage. Smudged my body and Chakras with rooster feather symbolizing illumination. Used sage smoke to bless the temple and create magic circle. Disrobed and dawned ceremonial boots and shendyt. Lit Lucifers candle and praised him, lit Babylons candle and praised her. I took up my athame from the main altar and proceeded to perform kabbalistic cross, middle pillar exercise and the opening of the 4 elemental gates calling to the 4 kings(LBRP varient for LHP) . I performed minor invocations to Lucifer asking for the power to create new life, invocations to AZ Lilith Babylon, the mother of demons and the assumption of the God form Set "who spilled his seed in the temple and beget new life". Now that all the opening ceremonies were complete and I had entered into my Astral temple I switched the audio to voodoo drums and began my work. I blessed the candle with a mixture of controlling oil and commanding powder. I then brought Babylons candle to the work area to illuminate my work and for her guidance (she is patron goddess of witchcraft and has promised to teach me the ways of ancient and forgotten witchcraft). A black candle with her sigil and oil had been used in place of red during all these procedures (black or red being her colors) Here things got a bit dark. Following the traditional Green Devil spell I carved the debtors name into the candle 9 times (and through some sinister compulsory urge that felt more supernaturally imposed than of my own doing). cruelly willed that each carving of the targets name would burn in the servitor until he fulfilled his purpose. Then and only then would he find peace through non existence. The theory here was to install a hatred towards the target while simultaneously making sure that the servitor would Fade Out of existence before it becomes a sentient thing and to put up no resistance from being taken out of existence. I then followed with crossing out the name with the words pay your debt as per the traditional spell. Lighting the "Green Devil" candle I spoke thus
" Green Devil, Green Devil, Green Devil by my seed that gave you life open your eyes and fulfill your purpose upon this night!" I felt his presence rise from the shadows before me. At that moment the candle burning in Lilith's ceremonial glass containing the melt of her previous candles, bones of offerings, red sandalwood and cloves and some pieces of parchment soaked in my blood from previous sacrifice caught fire and burned furiously pouring the melted red wax base like a flood of blood over the altar. And there was an explosion of energy.
Proceeding without halt from this unexpected turn of events I held the parchment containing the debtors name close up to the flame and spoke (according to the traditional spell) Green Devil haunt her dreams, let her find no rest or peace until her debt is repaid to me. Until then let her feel the sting of her debt in her conscience. Let her burn with remorse, let her taste only ashes in her mouth. When she sees money she'll think of me. When she hears about money she'll think of me. When she touches money she'll think of me. When she thinks of money she'll think of me. I then singed the edges of the parchment and put out the flame in the mortar containing controlling oil and placed it back on the evocation altar. And snuffed out the green devil candle flame and placed it on top of the parchment. Then grabbed a bowl to extinguish the massive flame from the Babylon candle and ran it to the window before plumes of smoke could trigger the smoke detectors. Thanked Lilith and Lucifer and proceeded to closing rituals. Then did a thorough search of the room to make sure no embers of fire managed to fall in a secret place as to not burn my house down while I was at work. When satisfied it was safe I left. Sent a Facebook message to the debtor that night demanding payment. As the spell suggests contacting the debtor once a day for seven days while repeating the spell once a day until the following Saturday or until the debt has been paid.
She did not even open the message.
Sunday. Sun Waxing.
That morning when I was on my way to bed my Dad was up early for a Sunday. He said he was getting some water for Mom because she was feeling short of breath. I thought nothing of this at the time because my Mother has M.S and often is kept awake at night with pain associated with this condition which is why I help take care of them. The next afternoon during breakfast she didn't eat much still complaining about being short of breath, by late afternoon she seemed to really be having a hard time and feeling a pressure in her chest so I demanded we take her to the hospital. Dad tried to say I was being a hypochondriac but I insisted. We went to the walk in clinic and they discovered she was actually in Afib! From there she was taken to the ER and for hours they could not get her heart back down to a normal beat.
I raced home in a panic and began opening rituals. Esperging, smudging, Kabbalistic Cross, and the usually LBRP (as previously stated converted to call the 4 Infernal kings) then lit both Lucifer and Babylons candles and fell to my knees and begged them for my mother's life. Without thought everything that came out of my mouth was in rhyme.
" If you spare my mother's life for at least ten years time, I shall give to you a sacrifice. Upon Midsumers Night a heart for a heart and if I should fail then I will forfeit my life." I then took my book of shadows and proceeded to draw both Lucifer's and Babylons sigil in bat's blood ink and wrote my offering and plea around them to seal the pact. Proceeded with closing rites.
Dad came home just about the same and told me they succeeded in bringing my Mom's heart back to normal. Praise be to Lucifer and Praise be to AZ Lilith Babylon!
I was still uncertain as to what had gone wrong and although my focus and heart was now torn with my intent I felt at this time that NOT continuing with the 7 day spell would have worse consequences than halting it and being my night off work repeated the basic version of the spell that night.
Monday. Moon. Waxing.
Mother was still in the hospital, she had been moved to the cardiovascular unit. I spent most of the day with her and hoped she'd be home soon once they got her on the right dosage of medicine. I made public praises to Lucifer and Lilith but was wondering and asking them if they could possibly want an actual blood sacrifice or if it was metaphor for something else. I soon received my answer as later that night I attended our annual late January Christmas work party and during the name drawing gift exchange I received of all things a HUNTING KNIFE! The message was loud and clear!
Instead of trying to directly contact the debtor, contacted her mother instead in an attempt to pass the message and maybe secure an address to send a letter with commanding powder on it. Repeated the spell that night.
Tuesday. Mars. Waxing. Day of Clauneck.
Mother was still in the hospital. Whatever dosages of medication had still not evened out completely. She would be fine most of the time with a steady pulse rate of around 85 beats per minute and then, quite suddenly with no rhyme or reason behind it crescendo into 130 beats per minute. Like mixing from dubstep into hard trance. I thought maybe something was psychically attacking her and causing night terrors while she slept, so I brought a sprig of rosemary and a dream catcher to place by her hospital bed and sprinkled some blessed salt in a protective circle, but this availed to not as her sporadic episodes continued to baffle.
On the other side of things my debtor had received the message from her mother and reached out via text claiming should would come up with the money by Saturday and though I continued to be merciless in our communications and demanding full payment by that date I no longer had the heart left to continue to light the Green Devil candle and continue the spell. Instead I proceeded to evoke Clauneck as per usual on the day and time I had assigned for our weekly conference calls. I replaced his sigil on the evocation altar asked for his help controlling this thought form and making things right. Uncertain of what to expect and not sure if this could even be within his range of assistance, but Clauneck came to me as always and asked me why I don't just talk to him. I saw them both in the room with me, Clauneck in his usual form and the child I created appearing at times as a child and at others as a green horned devil made of shadows. I professed my sincerest apologies to him for giving him a life of such darkness and pain and for being a terrible father. Once again the idea of Frankenstein and his monster came to mind and I vowed I world cease lighting the candle and continuing that spell. I also vowed that I would right my wrongs and undo his pain weather that be to mercifully end his existence or somehow give him a new one with Claunecks's guidance. I finished the session with Tarot cards as this has turned out to be the most preferred method of Clauneck to communicate with me (I have trouble differentiating my clairvoyant audio from my own subconscious thoughts) and as is always the reading was more than insightful.
I use a unique Tarot layout in 3 pillars of 3
The first card is placed in the middle and represents the question or situation in its entirety. This card was The Tower. (Crowley Thoth Deck) The breaking down of the walls. The second card placement usually represents the opposition against or reason behind the first card and this was the 2 of Disks (Gain) ruled by Venus in Virgo and in its dark aspect can refer to greed and exploration. The third card placement represents the recent past that influenced or caused the present situation and that card was Four of Wands (Completion) where a failure in the mundane can lead to more spiritual maturity. The fourth card placement represents the fading past and that card was The Nine of Swords or (Cruelty) in this case I took the card at face value to indicate what I had done by creating a spirit to feel nothing but pain for my own selfish reasons. The fifth card placement represents hopes and fears for which I drew the Seven of disks (failure) both indicating my fear of failure and the deeper meaning of said card that really hit home "false successes with no lasting benefit, that in the end had cost much more than they had gained." I could indeed follow the path I had begun and gain my 100$ but the price may be my mother's life. The card I drew for the sixth placement was The Moon and represented the here and now. The pivotal point of the reading and the choice made here would define the outcome for my family and myself. The moon urges a dive into one's own darker nature and the facing of our inner demons and who we are. Card seven represents the energy and perspectives I bring to the table or essentially myself. The card drawn was Trump XIV The Art of Alchemy. The card came up in reverse and I took this to mean failed alchemy. My mixture was all wrong but could be fixed. This was followed by The Nine of Wands or (Strength) in the placement representing others influences and although the face value of the card within its placement could obviously hint at the strength of my friends and coven who I had reached out to in order to amplify the spell and also those RHP witches I had reached out to help me with my mother.. I found other hidden meaning within the card as well not necessarily belonging to its placement within the layout. "the card shows strength, determination and discipline, preparing itself for the final step to completion"... I was intrigued by how often the word completion kept appearing in this reading…
The ninth card acts as a wild card or alternate outcome card and for that reason I will return to that in a bit for the final and tenth card, the outcome card was so good as to be baffling. It was the "completion" of the Trumps and of the alchemical work itself. The Holy Grail of cards, The Universe. "the Universe becomes the crown and the end. The Death was the rebirth, the Art the beginning of the alchemic work, the Devil the overcoming of restrictions, the Tower the breakdown of the jail. We followed the Star, explored the Moon, found the Sun and watched the Phoenix rise from the ashes. Finally, we touched the Universe."
" On a more practical level the Universe implies the good news that a goal has been achieved, or a success sure to come, and that a venture will flourish."
The wild card at placement nine I had mentioned earlier in this light appeared to be a warning of an alternate outcome that would take place if I did not change the course of the path I had taken on this venture and heed my advisors council. That card was The Eight of Cups or (Indolence) and best summed up by this "Temporary success, but without further result, things thrown aside as soon as gained, nothing of lasting value, journey from place to place, searching for riches" another "right on the nose kind of card if you will. I knew I would still need to seek outside council to read these but thanked Clauneck nevertheless and closed to ritual.
Weds. Mercury. Waxing
I had ceased to light the candle the night before and had now resolved to not light it again until I was certain what course of action to take. I had vigilantly kept communicating with my debtor however, letting her know excuses would not be tolerated. These communications left me unsettled however, as I felt that pushing this was not helping my mother's condition. That day while contemplating this Lucifer paid me a visit. It wasn't in a dream or ritual or anything but more like an inner dialogue in my head. I was in the shower trying to do my daily cleansing rituals and Luciferian mantras, but getting distracted by these thoughts when his voice came as if behind me and said "Why not just let it go?" "I mean it's only $100. Is that really worth the cost? What if the price is your mom's life? Make another hundred bucks elsewhere." to which I vehemently retorted with a bit of agitation "It's not about the money damn it! It's the principle of the matter! If I let her off the hook then others will think they can get away with stiffing me! People need to know they can't steal from me or they'll pay the piper! They need to know who their fucking with."
His reply to this was to play a scene from the movie" Devil's Advocate " in my mind. The scene where Al Pacino (playing the part of Lucifer) tells Keanu Reeves that he had told him to let it go, to drop the case and focus on his wife and Keanu (much like myself) replied with" I don't lose! I win! It's what I do! " movie imagery aside I saw Lucifer still looking like Al Pacino leaning in towards me with character smirk that I have come to associated with his sardonic humor and although he wasn't laughing I felt rather than heard laughing all around as his amusement frenzied. His eyes gleamed as leaned in and repeated the same lines Al Pacino had given in that move. "Vanity is definitely my favorite sin" I suddenly understood my shadow.. I had looked at the moon and seen my reflection. I tried to argue with him bringing up my favorite fictional Villains and evil witches such as The Dark One, The Evil Queen, Voldemort etcetera.. And Lucifer quickly replied "Exactly! Notice anything in common with these Villains? They don't love anyone.. Or they do but they love themselves more!" (he still was using AL Pacino's voice, Visage and mannerisms by the way)." They have nobody to lose. So which is it? Do you want to be a villain? Or do you want to have a family? Who do you love more? I respect whatever choice you make. I'm a faaaan of free will! Just as long as you make a choice. Because without choosing what's even the point of free will in the first place. (he winked at me here). And that Sony boy just isn't any fun for me. Then he was gone. It was a test. I knew it was now.
Thursday. Jupiter. Waxing
I brought the cards from my meeting with Clauneck to work. A few of my regular patrons on my Thursday Rock Night are Pegan and clairvoyants and I wanted their advice on how to proceed. Even though I had chosen to leave the fate of my debtor to the hand of karma, I still needed to know what to do about the thought form I had birthed into existence. My friend Austin said that he could see something new following me that had not been there before and that it was most definitely pissed off. He wasn't familiar with Tarot and said he'd get back to me after receiving dream messages. Jodi on the other hand went though each card with me and ignoring placements or traditional meanings assigned to them relayed what the cards were in fact trying to say. She told me that the Completion card was saying that I had to complete the ritual. That it was not finished. The original spell was supposed to reach completion that Saturday, if I had been doing it by the book so to speak and their hadn't been these complications involved I was supposed to have repeated the ritual each night for 7 days and if on the 7th day the debtor still had not paid I was to burn the paper containing her 9 crossed names and set her to burn. That would have normally completed the spell;however, in this situation I had been forced to let go of my claims on this debt so would have to complete the work in another way. Likely to choose either to destroy my creation or to set him free from bondage. To somehow show him love instead of hate. The first step of which I did that night. This was to stop referring to the child as "Green Devil" and give him a name. I named him Vougah Chimera and drew him a seal placing his sigil beneath the sigil of Babylon and the hieroglyph of Set, and Claunecks's sigil to it's right.
Friday. Venus. Waxing
Mom finally came home. They sent with her an oxygen tank and a pulse tracker so we could keep a watch on her, but she was home. I had made the decision to return the demon child to his demon mother. Hail Babylon Lilith! So that he could rule by her side and take a rightful place among the infernal divine. The process of his birth began on venus once before so I found it fitting to begin his rebirth on the same night. Before work I purchased a Mason jar and a fresh green candle. During work I decided to crack down on finishing my tribute song to Satan Shaitan as I had promised as I did not want any outstanding debts that I may have owed myself. Luckily a band was playing so I only had to fill in during the breaks. Also made sure to check that I owed none that had slipped my mind. After work I made him offerings of thyme and nutmeg. I also purchased a new red candle for Babylon blessed it with her oil and my blood. Prepared his seal both on the mason jar lid and in my Grimoire with bat's blood ink. Meditated on intentions and invoked the elements and began the process of transmutation from the mundane to the divine.
Saturday. Saturn. Waxing.
Full rituals performed, opening, invocations and evocations of Lucifer. Babylon and Clauneck. Etched the alchemical symbols of Earth, Air, Water, Fire and Platinum (the union of the Sun and the Moon) made a mixture of oil and the thyme/nutmeg offerings to lubricate the pot and placed his candle inside and let melt and bubble. Returning his essence to the primordial ooze. The parchment containing the debtors name was placed inside the jar and she was offered up as a sacrifice as much my own as I formerly sacrificed my intentions to magically force my debt to be repaid and gave the entire fate of the situation to Vougah as an offering. I then poured the molten wax into the mason jar drowning the parchment and placed the new green candle within so as to have a fresh wic.
Using the breakdown of elemental, planetary, demonic energy and intense focus I reforged the thought form into a god like being and offered him back to Babylon, bestowing upon him a new higher purpose which has been described at the beginning of this essay.
The lid containing his sigil and seal was then fastened upon the jar and set upon Babylons alter to cool for a day. Offerings and praise was given to my patron demons and the closing rites were performed.
Sunday. Sun. Waxing
Offerings of wine were placed upon Lucifer and Babylons alters and a smaller (child's cup) placed by Vougah's candle as well. Ritual sexual sacrifice was performed before the altars with my coven lover. Vougah's candle was lit and he praised and called upon to aide Vanessa who's past of abuse and hardships had created an unintentional thought form that had been feeding off her abuse, depression and negative emotions for years. I drew his sigil upon her body and we thanked him and Babylon and closed the ritual.
The following week things pretty much returned to normal other than sinus issues I began having as a complication from a slight fever I had caught during the stressful time my mom was in the hospital. The debtor of course had not paid her debt on the previous Saturday as demanded since I had agreed to let it go;however, she did provide a heartfelt and lengthy apology admitting to her faults of committing to a deal she couldn't fulfill and promised (not that it meant much at this point) to pay back with interest by Valentines Day. (about two weeks). I felt okay with this.
Saturday Full Moon.
Lit all candles, performed all basic invocations and evocations and announced the work complete.
Sunday. Sun. The beginning of the waning cycle.
We had missed a full moon celebration because I Dj on Saturday nights. So we did one on this night. Whine was offered and drank and a new candle had been blessed and anointed on Babylons alter. I tried to sacrifice Vanessa's blood to the candle but no matter how many times she stabbed her finger with the lancet she did not bleed. Giving up on the matter I took the lancet from her and accidentally pricked my own finger. Apparently the queen wanted my blood and got it. After the sexual rituals were performed and as usual on full or new moons she became possessed by her. After, we fell back to meditate after asking if Vanessa should take Vougah's candle with her and become his first worshiper. To act as a mother figure to the child demon. She fell into a temporary slumber and when she awoke she proclaimed that Vougah was to leave with her.
Side Notes of Import :
Vanessa told me that just before the two sexual rites we performed that Lilith (Babylon as I call her). Came unto her and entered her body and pulled out the hag that had been availing her all these years. Whether or not Vougah was part of this as well will still have to be determined as well as what effects working with this young spirit proves. And updates will be made.
On Valentine's Day (Friday the 14th Waning Moon) an envelope with 100$ was left at the bar I Dj at from my debtor. The debt was paid.
During this first week waning period I've had to go to the doctor twice. The first last Sunday as I always need to be vigilant about non draining ear pressure as I have problems with my tubes and as a Dj/producer by trade need my hearing. They gave me prednisone and saw no infection. I did some healing witchcraft using my alchemical cauldron with lavender and eucalyptus oil and pink salt from the Himalayas after fully cleaning out the leftover wax from the candle melting. As the ear began to get a little better however my gums became very swollen and it is now apparent after a return to the Dr's to get antibiotics and seeing my dentist today that I have a root infection on my back teeth (this is what had likely been causing the fever in the first place and only exasperated by the corticosteroids repressing my immune system. Weather or not these health issues are connected to the ritual of events is completely unclear. It's the same teeth I've had to deal with last summer as well. They are a recurring problem.
A final note : Contemplating the sequence of events that occurred, I have found several synchronicities intriguing. You fully understand, takes just a touch of backstory. In the book that I'm currently writing the story will be covered in much more detail. It concerns a child, a young boy specifically that began haunting me and by haunting I do not mean in the ghostly sense of the word but more in like a demonic obsession or omen sense. It started with a dream where the staring child of brooding yet emotionless expression that was in itself terrible gave me a name I could not pronounce. When questioned upon what kind of name it was he answered " you should know. You named me." I'll leave it mostly at that for now except to say that he came at various and terrifying times associated with pain, forsakeness and a terrible cold and loneliness. Possessing two of my mediums and calling me Daddy. In one of those occasions tried to drown me in the bath. I had always thought it was someone or something I did in a past life, but in retrospect now I can not help but to wonder if it was not something that had not happened yet! As time is irrelevant on the other planes of existence. Also a sequence of events that led to its final outcome as follows. The qliphotic merging experiment I did with Vanessa that unleashed Apophis upon me and the hard lessons I learned from Saturn that in turn Lucifer had urged me to study the Egyptian God Set (a whole other essay I intend to write soon.) The outcome of which led me to daily invocations and assumptions of the God form of Set. It is from the incantations I took from the Egyptian scrolls that partially led me to go so far off book in this recent work. Conclusively the realization that Set is the embodiment of the archetype of The Magus, The Alchemist and the Necromancer. As the bull who spills his seed in the temple to beget new life. All this I will describe in more detail in the essay dedicated to it. The point here being this event led to the next and then to this. Also as I professed before I had felt that during the first stages of this work when I had forged my own path and began creating a new ritual instead of going by the traditional spell it felt like I was following instructions. Something wanted me to do it. I can't help but feel like all this was planned down to Lucifers test and returning Vougah (the child that I named) to Babylon. Also of merit is the fact that invocation of Babylon I repeatedly use begins with the words "On the back of the Beast I ride, giving birth to the Antichrist.." and the fact that they have long spoken of a child in reference to the Wyrm. I shall have to see what may come of this and if it somehow fits into some much greater plan or agenda.
